END OF THE YEAR THOUGHT-FIASCO
Have you ever evaded a particular thought or the entire hoodlum of thoughts?
You want to think this way but the bugging ones won’t allow the sane ones breathe. They basically snuff out the the speech the afore thoughts would want to make, looming your entire mind, so what do you do? RUN!!!!
My thoughts thus far have been appreciative regardless of THOR the THOUGHT!
A whole lot has happened this year and I found myself change in ways I didn’t know, good and not so good (I apologize if you’re offended).
But my heart is resolute on thanksgiving. Amazing (Mad o!)
2020 had me crying a lot and it’s even worse when you think and process things a whole lot, quite different from what another would do, so I reclined in my cocoon, did the “Rihanna pretend thing “ or basically cry-pray, oh mehn, I did a lot of that.
But 2021 taught me a lot and that’s the first thing I’m thankful for; GROWTH.
I have always loved learning. I find it intriguing and absolutely not boring, experiential and dynamic. I grew through various means and the most difficult was interrelationship with humans. I write “humans” not as an alien but as a person dealing with foreign characters unbeknown to me.
You might ask where’s my capacity for accommodation?
Here’s my answer.
It was spent! And I was broke!
I learnt at the feet of prayer. I remember praying for an ugly situation and when the situation changed or so I thought. I realized that it was I who needed to change. I needed to change, to handle matters differently and that’s when I saw things differently.
I learnt at work!
Oh!!!!!! I certainly did.
Interestingly it gave me an insight into what career path I’ll be treading.
This noted speech has taken me a day and a half to write. It wasn’t anything EMOTIONAL, I had to pitch to clients (chattering teeth)
You know self discovery is quite popular amongst motivational speakers; channel your inner Wonder Woman or your inner Sherlock Holmes or your inner Pasuma! I’m sorry I don’t know who you’d like to be.
But speaking honestly, it is a thing and it was part of my process in 2021. I have always said to my self that whatever values I take on, it must be something I’d be proud of when I’m 50!
I honestly don’t want to use the term “adult “
I’m aiming to allow God work steadily on who He fashioned me to be.
There are days you’d be disappointed with you! I have been, circumstances changed and confusion set in.
Nevertheless,
I’m resolute on one thing
If I’m having faith on all other things or persons,
Then I’m having FAITH in MYSELF
PERRIODTTTT!!!!
OMONFONMA E. FAVOUR
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